Rabbits in the garden

But God’s authority builds up; it doesn’t tear down July 1, 2024

2 Corinthians 10:8, 17, 11:3 Our authority builds you up; it doesn’t tear you down. … As the Scriptures say, “If you want to boast, boast only about the Lord.” … I fear that somehow your pure and undivided devotion to Christ will be corrupted.

I am grieving today. After a devastating aneurysm and stroke last week, our dear friend Donna left us yesterday. We will miss her so much.

At the same time, we KNOW where Donna is now, and that we’ll see her again (1 Thessalonians 4:13). God’s Spirit hovered over her and her family in precious ways these last sacred days. I hope, as I always do, that Karis was there to meet her and help orient her to the wonders of her new Home, face to face with her beloved Savior.

Another thing happened yesterday, before we knew it would be Donna’s Homegoing day. I was chatting with a friend in the hallway after the early service when she noticed a bunny in the church’s meditation garden. SOOO cute!

As we watched, the wee rabbit attacked one of the flowers. Suddenly it didn’t look quite as cute, even though it was simply acting according to its nature. My mind flipped to the morning I looked outside to see two rabbits devouring my flowers, and my grandson saying, “We should have looked for rabbit-resistant, not just deer-resistant.”

How did that bunny get into the completely enclosed “courtyard” garden at church? No idea.

Sooo cute — until it started attacking the flowers

I kept thinking about the bunny while participating in a discussion of a book by Michael Wear called The Spirit of Our Politics, in which the author calls us back to loyalty to God in first place, rather than allowing politics to usurp our Lord’s place in our hearts. Politics, Wear says, while important for the betterment of our society, is penultimate, not ultimate. It is prudential and conditional, not absolute. He calls us to daily growth in character, so we can become the people who faithfully live out the way of Jesus in every area of our lives, including politics. The fruit of the Spirit—love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control—will be evident as we seek to serve our communities.

So, I wondered, how did the rabbit of self-interest get into the enclosed garden of our hearts, trampling and consuming the beautiful fruit the Spirit wants to grow there? How is it possible that we look to politics to meet our heart-needs? How can we justify allowing the precious, holy name of Christ to be associated with a political “brand,” while behaving nothing like him? How do othering, aversion, and misplaced moralism advance the Gospel (Wear’s terms—you’ll have to read the book)?

I’m grateful for the shining life of our friend Donna, who showed us so consistently the beautiful fruit of the Spirit.

Almighty God, your truth endures from age to age. Direct in our time, we pray, those who speak where many listen and write what many read; that they may speak your truth to make the heart of this people wise, its mind discerning, and its will righteous, to the honor of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen. BCP 51

Our “helping” can harm

But God’s love is unfailing March 11, 2024

Psalm 103:11 The Lord’s unfailing love toward those who fear him is as great as the height of the heavens above the earth.

Other English translations render checed or hesed, “unfailing love,” as mercy, kindness, lovingkindness, steadfast love, faithful love, gracious love, and loyal love (also in verses 8 and 17). How does God make his love visible in the world? Through us, his Body, his hands and feet, animated by the Spirit within us, not motivated by any agenda other than love. But is this possible? Can we in fact, messy, broken, proud, self-centered and self-deceiving as we are, come even close to imaging God’s hesed love?

Litany of Penitence 7

For our blindness to human need and suffering,

And our indifference to injustice and cruelty,

Lord, have mercy upon us:

For we have sinned against you.

I like the fact that today’s confession comes after we’ve acknowledged our pride, vanity, hypocrisy, dishonesty, exploitation of others, self-indulgence, and all the rest of the sins named so far. Because it’s so easy

1) to reach out to others to be noticed for how good and generous we are and

2) to blindly believe we know best what other people need, without taking the time to listen and understand their stories or their deeper wounds and struggles and to respect what they say they need, and

3) to unconsciously feel and project that we are somehow “better” than others because we think we have to be better to earn God’s favor or approval and to feel OK about ourselves. Too often we re-write history to favor ourselves, when in fact the reality is appalling.

Such “helping” may not help at all. It may cause more harm that good. I’ve been there. I struggle with these three vulnerabilities all the time. All the time. They push me back to the mercy of God and his love for me as his child, with nothing to prove, everything to learn, and only gratitude to express.

Jesus walked, sat, listened, ate, played, laughed, grieved, danced, wept, and shared himself with people. He didn’t worry about what was PC or would win him likes. He dared to speak truth to power, with integrity, from his heart. He freed people from all kinds of oppression and lies, in many unorthodox ways, including from the unbearable rules of performative religion.

And his unfailing, compassionate, faithful, gracious love took him to the cross, where in the midst of his agony he said, “Father, forgive them. They don’t know what they are doing” (Luke 23:34).

Sometimes the flow of the Spirit in our hearts is a pounding torrent, not a peaceful stream. *Shutterstock: Maridav*

Advent ABC: Truth

Isaiah 11:5, 16:5, Revelation 19:11 (John 17:19) The Branch will wear righteousness like a belt and truth like an undergarment. … He will rule with mercy and truth. … [Jesus] was named Faithful and True.

Jesus can only speak truth. Because that’s who he is (John 14:6).

Our enemy, the devil, can only speak lies. Because that’s who he is (John 8:44).

Holy Spirit, give us the discernment to listen to the right voice (John 14:17).

[Jesus said] Dig deep and lay your foundation on solid rock (Luke 6:48, Isaiah 28:16).

Shutterstock: Andrey Yurlov

Truth I’m Standing On, Leanna Crawford